Look in the mirror, you'll see your true self

okay, so i'm amazingly(stupidly) clumsy today for some reason.

i mean, i could:

1) Trip over flat surfaces

2) Bump into things that are practically right in front of me

3) Almost fall onto the road

And many more...

LOL.

ANYWAYS...

i went to ah fel's house today :D

to do newsmaker

yes we were being stupid? LOL?

she kept kissing me ._.

i finally managed to avoid it.

by shielding my face with my hand

haiis.

and ah fel's sisters have a tendency to smell me.

UHHHH.

they keep saying i have The Scent

Don't think about it...
Don't think about it...
Yeah, like I can help it

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

6:17 AM

okay, since i couldn't sleep today, i was playing with regular playing cards to do tarot readings

LOL?

well,

i didn't get most of it.

but seriously,

the results are:

WTF!?

Don't keep my hopes up
The pain'll just get a whole lot worse
I have to let it go when I can
Before I lose who I am

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

3:42 PM

was damn bored today so messed around with tagged and facebook a bit

but that was boring too so i went to maple LOL

like, 10 mins i went to maple.

my party member ask me be his gf ._.

i knew him for like, 5 mins?!

ahh...i'm posting cause i'm bored.

i shall list down the no. of undone homework then LOL

English:
[ ] 20 Newspaper article
[ ] 6 book reviews
[ ] 350 phrases

Maths:
[ ] Maths workbook
[x] Heymath

Chinese:
[x] Expository
[x] Formal Letter
[ ] Shao nian wen zhai worksheet
[x] Comprehension
[ ] Newsmaker

Literature:
[x] Worksheet on Shakespeare's life

All in all, i am dead. T_T

Slowly, but surely,
I am letting go.
Finally

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

9:37 AM

Dear Fucker,
You are my fucking friend,
And I hope you know that's fucking true.
No matter what the fuck happens,
I will stand the fuck by you.
I will fucking be there for you,
Whenever the fuck you need me.
To lend you a fuckin hand,
To do a fuckin good deed.
So just fuckin call on me,
Whenever the fuck you need anything.
Fuck... I will always be there,
Even to the bitter fuckin end.

LOL, found it on facebook in one of the pictures my friend tagged me =X

so i'm sharing this very vulgar poem with everyone :D it's nice though :]]

I am most definitely getting over it
at least, that's what i think
and hope

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

1:10 AM

Tagged by Nana♥♥ :D

All of the 14 people must do this quiz, unless he/she doesn't have a blog or have already done this quiz. write the names of the 14 peoples you could think of the top of your head, then answer the questions. Screw this :]

1. Nana
2. Sonja
3. Ashley
4. Felicia
5. Yue Long
6. Kenneth
7. Josh
8. Kajal
9. Sarita
10. Michelle
11. Varisara
12. Clarissa
13. Jia Yi
14. Andrea

1.How did you get to meet 7 ? (Josh)
- Maple :]]
2. What would you do if you and 13 have not met? (Jia Yi)
- Not have a mom and thus cease to exist
3. What would you do if 1 and 12 date? (Nana & Clarissa)
- They're both girls.
4. Have you seen 14 cry? (Andrea)
- Nah, she's emotionless
5. Would 4 and 11 be a good couple? (Felicia & Varisara)
- ERRR, NO O:
6. Do you think 11 is attractive? (Varisara)
- YESSS ♥
7. What's 2's favourite colour? (Sonja)
- BLUE. :]
8. When was the last time you talked to 9? (Sarita)
- Just a few hours ago =X
9. What language does 8 speak? (Kajal)
- English && Panjabi >:D
10. Who is 13 going out with? (Jia Yi)
- unfortunately, no one D:
11. What grade is 12 in? (Clarissa)
- Grade 8 LOL
12. Would you ever date 10? (Michelle)
- NO, AS IF! D:<
13. Whats the best thing about 13? (Jia Yi)
- lots of stuff! :D she's my mom!
14. What's the best thing about 8? (Kajal)
- Tall-ness =X
15. Have you ever kissed 5? (Yue Long)
- EW, i'm not giving my first kiss to him
16. What was the best memory you have with 7? (Josh)
- Maplingg :]
17. When's the last time you are going to see 6? (Kenneth)
- Iono, when I randomly decide to visit? LOL
18. How is 12 and 14 different? (Clarissa & Andrea)
- Different schools
19. Is 6 Pretty? (Kenneth)
- ERRRRRRR
20. How did you meet 5? (Yue Long)
- Through Ash! :]
21. Is 1 your best friend? (Nana)
- ONE OF EM'!!! ♥
22. Have you seen 4 on the last time? (Felicia)
- What last time? o3o
23. Do you hate 12? (Clarissa)
- NEVERRR!
24. Have you seen 4 the last month? (Felicia)
- Duhh, I've seen her in the past week o3o
25. When was the last time you talk to 3? (Ashley)
- A few hours ago?
26.Have you been to 5's house? (Yue Long)
- Yep, once LOL
27. When's the last time you gonna see 10? (Michelle)
- I DON'T KNOW D:
28. Are you close to 13? (Jia Yi)
- DUHHH
29. Have you been to a movie with 4 before? (Felicia)
- OF COURSE?!
30. Have you gotten into trouble with 8? (Kajal)
- NO WAY! :]
31. Would you give 2 a hug? (Sonja)
- YEPP!
32. When have you ever lied to 3? (Ashley)
- I don't know o3o
33. Is 1 good in socializing? (Nana)
- DUHH, or else how would she know me? :]
34. Do you know secrets about 9? (Sarita)
- Guess so =X
35. Describe the relationship between 12 and 14. (Clarissa & Andrea)
- They don't know each other o_o .
36. Best thing about your friendship with 9? (Sarita)
- We're around the same heighht :]]
37. What's the worst thing about 6? (Kenneth)
- Fat
38. Have you ever had a crush on 12? (Clarissa)
- how many times do i have to tell you i'm straight!!
39. Does 14 have a girlfriend or boyfriend? (Andrea)
- No D:
40. Have you ever wanted to punch 1's face? (Nana)
- Never! D:<
41. Has 2 met your mom? (Sonja)
- I think so LOL =X
42. How do you get to meet 3? (Ashley)
- Same class! :D
43. Did you ever physically hurt 3? (Ashley)
- i'm not sure =X did i? (suffers from severe stm)
44. Do you live close to 7? (Josh)
- We live in different countries.
45. What's 8 Favourite food? (Kajal)
- Chicken rice? =X
46. What kind of car does 1 have? (Nana)
- No car D:
47. Have you ever travelled anywhere with 9 before? (Sarita)
- of course! we always take the mrt :D
48. If you give 14 $100 what will he/she spend it on? (Andrea)
- Song albums LOL

LOL, my light's working again! :D

I never knew,
it was this hard to let go of something
and it's harder to know,
that i must

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

4:40 AM

WEEEEEEEEE, CHOIR GOT CANCELLED.

but there's practice tomorrow.

oh well.

i know i'm lame to dedicate a post to choir being cancelled LOL

Liking someone is so, so hard

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

4:33 AM

okay sony, thish post ish forr you, BE HAPPY :D

Today I was supposed to go to ah fel's house and then go bugis with sony :]

well, things with going-to-ah-fel's-house didn't go too well.

i mean, i got LOST.

like literally.

i was wandering around,

wondering why that place looked so un-familiar,

when i realisedd that i was lost.

well, i was listening to music and playing solitaire on my phone.

in the end i walked all the way to CHIJ?!?!

from toa payoh mrt.

WTH.

yeah, so ah fel, panda were directing me and stuff.

but the connection got all fuzzy and stuff so i kinda gave up on listening.

but in the end i still managed to get to her house!?

-skips-

I MET SONY AT TOA PAYOH MRT AT AROUND 12.30 ZOMGWTFBBQ

LOL

yeah i was copying sony LOL

then later

we got lost

in bugis

i should've known

but oh well, we found our way in the end

then we were debating on whether to go mos burger or mcdonald's

seriously i'm never gonna eat out again

i ordered takeaway and went to mos burger to eat LOLOL

so i didn't open my sprite

just in case some work personnel came then i can say i not eating :D

when we finally finished eating

we went to find lan

then apparently i saw the 3 idiots at the drum there

since panda was the closest, i kicked her

LOL

then she was screaming at my ear but i couldn't hear anything

just a bit

and since we couldn't find the lan thingy

i asked yk where the heck it is and she was pointing at the nearby computer place and laugh at me

LALALALA

so what if i couldn't see it??!

so sony went to play lan for 3 hours

and i was accompanying her

and ah fel

firstly accompany ah fel play ddr

we played for like half an hour can

play until sweat like shyt

then ah fel still want comb hair

haiis

then after ddr i went to accompany sony for the rest of her lan-ing

i kept looking at her kill mobs and stuff for like, i don't know, 1+ hour?

yk keeps appearing randomly

then ah fel and panda say that they were playing some shooting game?

nah, ah fel, i won't be scared ._.

cause apparently, since i grow up in a family filled with guys,

C'MON

of course i play shooting games =.="

then later the 3 of them went to play basketball

keep telling me how fun it was

finee, it was fun

for you people that is

then later sony decided to play audi LOL

then i asked her to let me play a few rounds >:D

so long never play ler

quit for like 6 months ._.

so wasn't really as good as last time?

anyways, later the 3 of them left

and i played the fastest song cause it was the last LOL

then later me and sony were like roaming around bugis

and i realised that i had $6 o3o

so i bought famous amos cookies LOL

damn nice x3

and, for the first time in a long time since i came back to my condo,

the first thing that i realised is;

my light is spoilt

Everything is crashing down on me
What the hell is this?
Cold & harsh reality?!
I'm sinking even deeper now
When I was just beginning to regain who I was before

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

5:23 AM

today damn unlucky luh.

when i woke up, my left eye was red ._.

and it's still a bit red now?!

okay okay

so miraculously, i managed to wake up at 8.30am today LOL

but then later i was damn tired of course

-fast forwards-

when i reached orchard and met up with ah fel and kelly,

ash and nana were at lakeside ._. = 45 minutes away

LOL WTH

so we were waiting...

and while we were waiting i went to 7 eleven cause i was too bored :D

but i did buy an ice cream :3

and then because i bought something, i could buy the little miss capsule o3o

ah fel wanted it of course LOL

then later, ah fel was being difficult...o3o

and i was erm, running and stuff

so when nana and ash arrived i wasn't there...~

but later we met up and we had to go to the mt. elizabeth hospital for ash to get her scar reduction gel(?)

then later ah fel, ash and kelly RAN...=.="

and left me and nana alone

so we decided not to go after them since we couldn't find them anyway

so me and nana went to get something to eat o3o

since we were reaaaaally hungry D:

we went to tori-q -3-

:D

okay then later me and nana waited outside gucci for the 3 of them

i was playing with my phone's camera's effects LOLOLOLOL

the outline one was damn funnyyy

we looked like

i don't know?

drawn by some random artist? :D

when they FINALLLYYY came, we went to far east plaza to eat subway :]]

but along the way me and ah fel were les-ing LOLOLOL

i was holding her waist with one hand while she held my shoulder with her right arm

then i was les-ing even more by holding her waist with two hands LOL and she was like trying to push me away? :D yeah, we switched personalities LOL

-skips subway, fast forwards to bugis-

okay, so we went to bugis and took THREEEE neoprint machines ;D

i took one with nana, ash and ah fel and took twoo with ah fel :DD

i know, we are maaaad LOL

but the pics turned out good ^^

then later we went to the ARCADE >:D

i played ddr for the first time in my entire life LOL

two words:

i suck

:D

andd nana is PROOO

ah fel was playing drums, sometimes she also played the ddr

i kept dropping...and dropping...while dancing...LOL...

:]]

yeah, i was being noob

then later had to chiong to tuition?!

tuition was okay, we watched Pursuit of Happyness ;D

and for some reason,

Kevin became Kevin11 of ben 10 and lionel became an ALIEN FROM OUTERSPACE

cause for some reason they kept saying that my watch was the omnitrix =.="

uh huh

MY WATCH IS WHITE

NOT BLACK && GREEN?!

Slowly, it continues to drop,
and it will continue until,
that something becomes an abyss of emptiness.
It's nearing the end...

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

6:51 AM

Tagged by: Nana - thloved :D

Favourite(s);
Jeans or Bum: Jeans :]
Sport: Basketball and badminton ;D
Song: Hmm, currently Misery Business and Take my hand :D
PSP or Nintendo Wii: PSP FTW
Teacher: Ihateem'all. Except for my tuition teacher Ms Han :]
Ice Cream or Jelly: Ice Cream!! Sweet cookies and cream from ben & jerry's :D
Chocolates or Sweets: CHOCOLATES 101%?!
Him : ________________ Fill in the blanks LOL
Apple or Orange: Applee :DD I'm kinda allergic to orange o3o (citric acid)
Cartoon: Fairly Odd parents LOOOOL =P
Movie: MADAGASCAR 2.
--
Questions,
What are you thinking now? On how to answer this quiz's questions :3
What are you doing now? The quizz? o3o
What do you want to do? Iono D: watch anime? LOL
Who are you thinking abt now? My dog that I'll never have T_T
Are you bored? Duh.
How are you feeling? Braindead.
Have any personal things to share? Yes. I live in Singapore. Personal enough? :D
Who do you last hug? Jia Yi or Andy o_o
Who do you last texted? Kelly I think
Who do you last took pictures with? Jia Yi! :D

Tag 10 people to do this quiz:
I TAG EVERYONE WHO READS MY BLOG >:D

Firstly I shall copy Nana and Ah Fel in doing this italic-small-letter thing for their posts LOL.
Should I let it out?
At least I won't feel so frustrated.
But I can't.
Cause I just...can't.

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

7:33 AM

LOLOLOL today went WILD WILD WET WITH ANDY AND JIAYI >:D

okay, so, i woke up at 8am.

but reached there at 10am =.="

cause i wanted to wait for my dad to wake up to get permission from him since he didn't give me a definite answer yesterday =.=""""

BUTBUTBUTBUTBUT

andy overslept =D

LOLOLOL so jiayi kill andy first, THEN kill me.

anyways, i went in the end and actually reached earlier than expected o3o

jiayi keep ask me to keep on a lookout for a CRANBERRY ferris wheel =.="

then i was like trying to spot this huge bottle of cranberry juice

when it was actually CADBURY

dammit

and, you know the barrier for the car thing?

like in carparks and stuff

when the car go in the barrier will go up

well, one of the barriers kinda HIT MY HEAD.

yeah, a car went through it, it went up, i was on the phone with andy...

and i didn't see it...

then it went down...

and HIT MY HEAD

seriously, that thing is HEAVY

and pain

i was tearing

seriously, it went up when it hit my head =.="

too late barrier

i think quite a lot of people saw it >_<

dammit

in the end i successfully managed to get to wild wild wet, "unscathed"

damn fun though =D

we go to the ular-lah(weird name) and it was damn fuuuun =DD

we rode the other rides also larhh...(lazy to elaborate)

then jiayi made me accompany her to this 90-degree thing =.="

the hard part is in the "bringing up the damn tube up" part

i was screaming at jiayi

she was screaming at me

cause the tube kept getting stuck

and for some reason, there were many flights of stairs

and i was so scared the people behind us would like catch up with us LOL?

yeah it was scary

duh

later we ate kfc...

blah blah...(lazy)

after we go wild wild wet we went to some white sand? or white coast? place at pasir ris there

WE GO TAKE NEOPRINTSS =DD

then i sticked it to the back of my phone >3<

and we walked around

"shopped"...

FYI: I hate shopping

SO YEAHH

we went to look at dvds, EARRINGS(andy), and stuff i can't remember

AND FOR SOME REASON, I WAS THE FASTEST AMONGST THE 3 OF US TODAY =D

andy had senile dementia and jiayi had...iono...middle-age dementia LOL

on the mrt to and back home, i kept playing solitaire on my phone

to pass time

and it worked LOL

in the end there were blotches of purple in my vision

and i think i have to change specs soon cause my degree is seriously HIGH o3o

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

1:56 AM

Okay, so great, my mouse pad SPOIL. I CAN'T MOVE MY MOUSE AT ALL. AND THUS MY FINGER IS DYING?! great huh.

okay so let's get on with yesterday =D

when I woke up, i had to go eat immediately =.=" then right after i eat need go tuition...

sien luh

then RIGHT AFTER TUITION i went home for a bit.

then chiong to city hall meet ah fel and kelly.

later we crap all the way to tanah merah look for bob.

seriously luh, the 2 of them wear jeans look normal

i wonder why ah fel say bob looks diff with jeans?? o_o

then ah fel's dad fetch us to the chalet xD

well, he went to buy some food first, so we were 'playing cards' in the car.

actually not play, bob was doing his 'magic'

uh huh.

right.

I CAN PAWN HIS MAGIC LORR BLEHH

then later we went chalet slack a bit before going cycling.

so cool, bob and kelly have new nicknames

bob = skinny crocodile
kelly = fat crocodile

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL

ah fel didn't know how to cycle =.="

the 2 of them know how to cycle, but all noob one =P

so i went ahead cycle like shyt

the wind damn nice luh

even though my cycling isn't that good either

still better than them can already

ah fel managed to learn cycling

but she cycle like snake liddat

keep going in 'S' shape one

dunno how she manages to go cycling like a snake but she almost hit 2 people

then when i wanted to go to the grass to avoid the cyclists(since i wasn't cycling)

some guy just ZOOMED PAST ME and 'Oi!' at me?!

I stoned there for like 10 seconds before realising that he almost hit me with his bike

if he did i think i die already T_T

yeah, the bike was THAT scary

and somehow, i sprained my ankle

and somehow, it's worse now

then later we went back to barbeque

didn't really stay long o_o

but damn funny

bob tio rape by juju

YESS!

now you understand my pain! >:D

then later i brought juju go playground

then for some reason ALL OF THEM CAME

and asked if i wanted to watch terminator salvation

then okay lor, go watch

my dad allowed me to stay over too =D

then had to keep saving juju at the playground cause she kept climbing everywhere

then the 3 of them(YKW, AHEM) looked like a happy familyy =D

then later we went back to eat

-skips-

later we brought xuanxuan to arcade play

we played aloooot

we played ice hockey alsoo =D

it was damn cold x_x i freeze like shyt

then play play, never see time

we late for movie...

LOL o_o

then bob tio scold by his dad

then we ran to the cinema

they keep saying his dad look scary

but seriously, he doesn't

and i've seen worse =.="

for 14 years

LOL

not my dad don't worry

louis' and lionel's dad

he's in the military

some general i think

ah well who cares

i saw drag me to hell's trailer

WTFOMGBBQ

I WANTED TO DIE IN MY SEAT

AH WELL, I'LL BE ABLE TO TAKE IT

then later we watched terminator salvation

it was damn hard to differentiate who was who

so at first nothing made sense to me

only later then everything made sense

BUT DID

ERR

WHAT WAS HIS NAME

OH YEAH

DID MARCUS DIE??????

i mean he gave his heart ya know

then after we watch movie

bob's parents offer fetch me and ah fel back to the chalet o_o

they thought we were SISTERS

@#^%$*@%$*@%$(

do we look THAT alike?!?!

then it was damn awkward??

and did i mention bob's mom looks like she's frowning 24/7?

the eyebrows i mean

it was like some meet-the-parents session =D LOL

for ah fel and bob luhh

then they use GPS to find their way to the chalet o_o

OKAY......................................

in the end we went back AND WE MANAGED TO SLEEP

contrary to kelly's expectations -3-

-end-

WHAT A LONG POST =D

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

8:57 PM

Haiis, the government wants to demolish my terrace house
cause they're building a tunnel for cars to go through.

Sien.

In 2 years.

Well, at least there's still 2 years left.

I guess

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

7:00 AM

CHOIR

For some reason, my grandpa didn't wake me up today
so I only managed to wake up BY MYSELF AT 7.30AM
= miracle. But I arranged to meet Jia Yi at 7.30pm. So
got scolded by her LOLOLOL. Psps x_x then later she
left without me T_T

Also, I felt like a retard carrying my gown on the mrt
AND the darn bus. Wth.

-becomes stupid yellow banana carrying some purple
dress-

Later we went and had sectionals for like 3 hours at the
AVT. Haiis, my legs hurt. Keep standing. Then whenever
I want to sit down April will give me the death glaree...

I'm being dramatic, I know.

And for some reason, PEOPLE KEPT POKING ME
TODAY. IONO WHY. IS IT THAT FUN TO SEE MY
REACTION?!?!

Caution: Please refrain from poking Florence if you still
want to stay alive.

That caution is true.

HUR.

And yibin was freaking me out the whole day by doing
random things like using me as her armrest.

She claims that I'm just the right height.

Uh huh.

Haiis.

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

5:35 AM

I WANT A WALLET! (I'm ranting)

But seriously, I need one.

Okay, ignore this post.

I'm just damn pissed off.

At something.

Or someone.

OR AN ALIEN =D

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

5:34 AM